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[Oct. 5th, 2007|02:24 am] |
i've never seen my dad cry like that
today was one of the most emotional days i've gone through, and it doesn't really seem like anyone really knows how it feels besides sarah, and i thank her for that. my life has lost a member of my family and i just want to cry. but i think he's in a better place somewhere and is happy.
im almost off grounding and am ready to get my life back.
but im done with "sleezy people"
and i think some know what im talking about and second that.
i'm done with fucking parking lots and sitting around waiting for a stupid party.
i'm ready to actually have fun with people i like and like me back. im done with assholes and stupid people.
call me if you want to hang out. i would like to live again. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 6th, 2007|06:26 pm] |
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| | sugar by trick daddy | ] |
things are changing in my life
and all i want right now is my true friends which are able to recognize because they are there for me right now. i love you guys.
and im almost glad summer is fucking over
i need to forget forget forget |
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| FUCK |
[Jul. 25th, 2007|10:26 pm] |
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| | bloc party. | ] |
god fuck fuck fuck fuck fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.
fuck me.
me. me
mmeeee.
jesus, and my mom.
shittttttttttttttt
i fucking missssss you.
shiiiit, i still want to talk to you.
right there.
in the ass,
fuck it |
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| what is going on? |
[Jun. 11th, 2007|03:58 am] |
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i reeally do not know. out of nowhere, i suddenly really miss it. i think seeing you tonight and seeing that look you gave me reminded me of last summer. it was the look you gave to me then as well. and then you left and it stopped for no reason.. and its so weird to think about. i looked all over for the letters you used to send me and i listened to the mix tapes. i know we've both moved on, but everytime i see you i get a feeling of remorse or something. i dont know. what is going onn. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 30th, 2007|04:12 pm] |
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thanks for saying goodbye |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 22nd, 2007|06:52 pm] |
i'm not expecting any sort of apology from you, and i guess i don't need one. i don't actually have any fucking idea what i was thinking..or what is stuck up your ass. you are just so confusing and i don't get why you keep saying things you don't mean, or don't do. i'm really upset, but it's my own fault. i told myself to not get back into this, and here i am, dissapointed again. i was seriously so excited to see you this weekend, and i saw you for maybe a total of 4 minutes. we had planned to hang out a lot of the time you were here too. i'm just really upset because it seemed like you didn't care at all to see me when you were atually in town, and i haven't seen you in two months but have talked to you so much. i just wanted to get to hang out with you since you don't live here and i thought we were pretty good friends. and yeah i can't go to the bars and stuff, i understand you wanna go do that.. but it just hurts i guess to not get called once to hang out. so yeah, don't tell me you have feelings for me again if you don't mean it, please.
thanks.
"Expectation -
leads to disappointment. If you don't expect something big huge and exciting...
usually...
I dunno,
just, uh yea..." |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 11th, 2007|11:09 pm] |
im only happy to have spent some days with you.
im in whorgia. it's hot. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 4th, 2007|07:09 pm] |
but do you not remember anything? ohhh, well
i'm happy if you're happy. just don't come to me anymore please.
you're welcomeeeee
how about missing someone so much |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 15th, 2007|04:24 pm] |
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i need to make a fucking plan |
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| 666666666666666666666 |
[Mar. 5th, 2007|07:44 pm] |
life is really fucked up sometimes. i've gotten myself into this mess and now i have to get myself out. i just wish they're was something to look foward to. |
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| be a fucking man |
[Feb. 25th, 2007|12:25 am] |
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i don't get why people are bitches.straight up liars. i don't understand why someone would completely act so sincere and understanding about something then totally turn their back on you. i really dislike you a lot now and i don't know why you are acting like you are in the seventh grade. i guess you can't face me because you are too scared and you know what you did was wrong. please, grow up and i can't wait to spend this next week with you. |
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| true, true. |
[Feb. 5th, 2007|05:47 pm] |
I see you windin n grindin up on that pole,
I know u see me lookin' at you and you already know
I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know
I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know
Girl... |
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| wtf bec |
[Jan. 28th, 2007|08:43 pm] |
i don't know whats going on now or what i want
i guess i'll just have to wait until my iflurtz results come in.
and just be in love with emily in the meantime. |
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| du er smak |
[Jan. 20th, 2007|12:32 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | im singing showstopper | ] |
Jeg er vild med dig
Du er saa nuttle
Du min bedste ven
jeg har brug for en drink |
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| doggie. |
[Jan. 13th, 2007|02:47 pm] |
i like it when you say i'm pretty |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 1st, 2007|02:31 pm] |
alright. so far 2007 has been like nothing i have expierenced before ever. and i would love to thank these people for it, KELLLLYYYY (catalina), noah (catalina), luke voss, ane, DEF PETER BERKOWITZ, tommmy, amanda, matt murphy, abby my sister, grace, that 35 year old who thought i was 24, god bless him, kevvvinnnn, claraa, jULIANN, SIMONE AND PATty. o hh and rose. buahaha
so whatttt if im grounded.. it was alll worth it.. NO REGRETS. i love everything |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 27th, 2006|01:10 pm] |
Totally Michael is playing on my birthday! wooo party, febuary 15th bitches! |
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| God Jul |
[Dec. 27th, 2006|12:45 am] |
| [ | mood |
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| | Regina Spektor | ] |
Ane is here! My very great friend from Danmark who i have not seen in 5 years! She will be living with my family for 3 months and i would love for everyone to meet her! Ahh i'm soo happy, life is great and i hope everyone had a great Christmas.
annnndd i'd like to mention how the two cd's i got for christmas were, hollinndagain by animal collective, and kingdom come by jay z. i love my brother lucas for making the jay z part happening, which i didn't even ask for. he knows me too well. what a good man. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 4th, 2006|05:32 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | clementss | ] |
| [ | music |
| | buttons | ] |
where my girls at?
i feel so distant from so many people right now.
i don't know what happened.
why don't people listen?
oh yeah, you don't care about our friendship.
i think i might just stop caring.
it's not mutual anyways.
yeah, i'm upset.
won't you just pretend to be nice?
i miss you.
you don't miss me.
neat
yr sorry. |
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